capture your grief, day 14: beliefs and spirituality

An excerpt from my Spirituality and Counseling class benchmark paper:

The most dramatic shift I have experienced in my spirituality was after the death of my first born, Kade, four years ago. He was 19 and I was nearly 40. Like Moore’s (2011) “Jonah and the whale” analogy, my spiritual dark night was colossal in size, much bigger than I was. It affected every fiber of my being, every experience I had, and every thought in my head.

Explosion

My spiritual dark night was an explosion of planetary proportions. The fragments and pieces have yet to settle. Some have disintegrated completely. Some were charred to ugliness beyond recognition. Some have been blown to such heights that it is indeterminable if they will ever land. If I trust, as the ash rains down and coats me grey, that a transformation is taking place, I can bear the fallout easier.

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Tenderfoot Trail, Dillon, CO, 10/14/16

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The best heart rock I’ve found yet

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One thought on “capture your grief, day 14: beliefs and spirituality

  1. So eloquently put and I love the rock!

    On Fri, Oct 14, 2016 at 9:36 PM, he wore flannel wrote:

    > Kade’s mom posted: “An excerpt from my Spirituality and Counseling class > benchmark paper: The most dramatic shift I have experienced in my > spirituality was after the death of my first born, Kade, four years ago. He > was 19 and I was nearly 40. Like Moore’s “Jonah and the whal” >

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